...
Pathetic results.
Well.
People are never sastified.
The word "more" always pops out in the end.
The word ' Greedy' is ceased to exist then.
I am not exempted from this cruel reality too.
Sadly.
If I was
I would be having fun right now.
Just realised that ARC is SSOOOO much easier than IDU.
Both are essay components.
BUT
...
One is about relating to the essential question while the is other is about philosophy.
Bump me for sulking over ARC over the first few months.
Maybe I'll "bump" myself again when I've fully understood the concept of IDU.
Let's see.
They say "Let's see" is a way of saying no in a polite way.
I don't mean it that way.
In 'my dictionary'
Let's see is Let's see.
If you are confused(doubt it=D)
It means
Going according to its progress

I LOVE school=D!!!
Just wish to bid the hlidays goodbye soon...
Somehow...
Just realised that developing in SOTA isn't easy.
I have ABSOLUTELY no idea how they grade us.
It either comes all together as a surprise
OR
a shock.
Well
That
at least appeals to me.
Its ssoooo unexpected.
Still
I LOVE IT!!!:)
Its FUN=D
No matter the shock or surprise lurking round the coner.
Its REALLY nice.
The word "Difficult" does not come alone.
Just a bit of perservance(?) would do to overcome it.
Even without it,
Fun comes in=D
which appeals strongly to us!!!=D
Somehow
I have no idea.
I may drop suddenly down the ladder.
And thats it.
Period.
Say bye bye.
Everything's gone.
The word "Comeback" does not exit anymore.
Its just another sad and cruel fact we all have to face.
I really have no idea if my rungs are stable.
Just by forgetting a minor thing
Such as forgetting to check whether each rung if it is steady or not.
Matters a lot.
It WILL fail me.
BADLY.
All these minor things are replaced by grades and conduct in real life.
They say that
'The higher one climbs, the harder one would fall.'
Its's such a sensible phrase.
That explains why risks are dangerous.
The higher the risk,
The heavier the impact when defeated.
Of course
If the deals are closed
CELEBRATE=D
Thats the first natural reaction=)
I just got to make sure that ALL my rungs are stable.
I DON"T want to fall.
I doubt anybody wants to.
WHAT IF I FALL???
...
I really don't know.
The devil is always probing with this question.
The angel is the reassuring one.
Still
The devil NEVER ceased to make sense.
while the angel is just somehow a source of comfort.
Reality always lies with the devil.
Why can't it be vise-versa?
One would never fail to see loads of merry faces down the road then.
It would be such a happy place to live in, this world.
The devil makes soo much sense.
I really have no idea if I fall.
I'll just have to adopt a 'wait and see' attitude then.
No use worrying now.
Still
I 'd love for that thought to be erased more than anyone wishes to bid that reality goodbye.



To no particular person
Don't be sad.
Just live life like before.
If you REALLY love what you are doing now.
Don't change.
Least for the painful feeling of regret to overwhelm you.